In 2004, I was 9 weeks pregnant when I was told that my baby stopped growing!There was no heartbeat as well! How I would have loved to hear that beautiful blessing sound! I will not question God on why because I understand that everything happens for a reason and our Angel was meant to be with our Father! Mom always said, "When one door closes, Another one Opens"! Having Lupus made it hard to get pregnant or be able to carry another baby but in the year of 2004 December 23, Aariyah Arrived and how Precious she was for a baby who was born Prematurely weighing 3 lbs and 11 ounces! In addition to that, I was able to bring Rick and Raven into this world on Feburary 2, 2006! I was told that Someone with Lupus could not have any Children but if it's meant to be, then it will be!! No matter the Disappointments we may encounter, There is always LIGHT IN THE Dark! I am so Proud of being a Mother and I wouldn't change it for anything in the World!! Lupus Sucks but I forget how Sick I am with my Children constantly calling me, "MOM"!! MY KIDS ROCK MY WORLD BECAUSE THEY ARE MY WORLD! God Bless and Keep the Faith!! LIFE IS PRICELESS!
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One thing people have always said about me is that I have a Big Heart but my Heart was not always Kind! I was very angry and bitter as I learned, Day by Day , the Difficulties I had to Face with Systemic Lupus! I did not Believe in God because I felt like he gave me the Scars, the Pain, the Heartache, the Depression, and possibly, DEATH!! It took years for me to Accept my Illness and not look at it as a Burden but more of a Blessing!! The Life of This Lupus Survivor sees with her Heart and I speak with my Heart! I am not one to Judge because we All have something we are going through! There will always be Glory in Wilda's Story! Rick Sr, Rick jr, Aariyah, and Raven or my World and my Motivation!! I have been placed with Awesome Parents: Polly P, and Herbert Sr, My Siblings: Herb(Hulk), Wallace ( My Twin Brother) , Anthony, Angel, Monifa,Nicole and Nicholas! My Spiritual Sisters sent by God: Angie, Meka, Rell, Desi, and Toni! And of Of course my Family and Friends: Tranika, Daisy, Wakiesha, Lillian, Kawanzaa, Traisma, Tonya, Orida, Lashannon, Yakera, Chris, Chris(News) Summer, Tyreese, Tranice, Travis, Marcus and so much More! Do know that I do apologize if I have forgotten anyone because I do not want this too be taken Personal!! It is not that SERIOUS People! LOL!! God Bless you all and do know that I ask that you keep me Grounded with all that I do! I am Humble and Very Compassionate about my Own and I only want too Keep Moving Forward, Regardless of my Set-Backs! People are placed in your LIFE FOR A REASON!! My Goals is to Impact the World with my Voice, Dance, My Words, but most of all, My HEART! I rock Lupus with Style and Grace and I hope my Appreciation for Life and the Will to Live , with Lupus and Fibromyalgia, will allow someone too see that You Deserve to Be Happy and Free! No one can do you but You!! Butterfly Hugs and Kisses my Followers and my Supporters!! Smooches!!
You are only as DEFEATED AS YOU want TOO BE! When you Wake up, give Thanks and Praise for seeing this day and Know that Life is always full of unexpected misfortunes and Fortunes! God Bless all and Know that I appreciate and Love you More for your Support and Encouragement! Butterfly Hugs and Kisses!! I am That I am and I will Impact the World with My Heart - Need I say More;) Every single Second I am in Pain but If I can wear my HEELS, I will wear them and If I can sing a Song, I will sing it!! However, Nothing can stop me from Dancing: Fast and Crazy or Nice and Slow! Keep On Pushing People!! You are your own Opponent!! This is what my HEART was feeling Today;)
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AuthorMy name is Wilda Riggs and I am so proud to have published a book about my Life and basically, my Journey, both good and bad with Lupus! I enjoy being a mother to my beautiful blessings and I love Writing,Singing, and Dancing as much as I am able too!! Stay Smiling People! Life is a Beautiful Thing!!!! Archives
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