GOOD DAY EVERYONE! YES, TIME HAS PASSED SO MUCH AND TIME NEVER STOPS BUT WILDA HAD TO TAKE TIME TO STOP, EVALUATE, AND MAKE DECISIONS TO BETTER HER LIFE AND HER CHILDREN! AS A MOTHER OF THREE BEAUTIFUL BLESSINGS, I AM THANKFUL AND ENCOURAGED EACH DAY TOO KNOW THAT I WAS ABLE TO HAVE CHILDREN. HOWEVER, MY CHILDREN HAVE NOTICED AND WITNESS HOW UGLY LUPUS AND FIBROMYALGIA HAS BEEN ON MY PHYSICAL AND MENTAL WELL-BEING. I HAD TO OPEN MY EYES AND SPEAK WITH MY CHILDREN BECAUSE I FELT LIKE THEY FELT NEGLECTED BECAUSE IT IS HARD TO PLAN TO ATTEND EVENTS BECAUSE I NEVER KNOW HOW I WILL FEEL! IT IS BITTERSWEET, FOR ME, TO KNOW THAT MY CHILDREN ALWAYS ASKS IF I AM OKAY TO GO TO THE PARK, A PARTY, THE ZOO, BOWLING, OR WHATEVER THEY HAVE IN MIND! I USE TO GET SO ANGRY AND CRY BECAUSE I COULD NOT BRING MY CHILDREN CERTAIN PLACES BECAUSE OF CONDITION BUT COMMUNICATING HAS HELPED US UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER AND GROW AS A FAMILY! EVERY DAY IS NOT ALWAYS EASY BUT MY CHILDREN HAVE THEIR OWN MIND, THEIR INDEPENDENCE, AND I LOVE SEEING THEM MANAGE SCHOOL, HOMEWORK, CHORES, AND OF COURSE, THE SILLY- PICKING ON EACH OTHER MOMENTS! MOSTLY, I LOVE HOW MUCH THEY ENJOY LIFE AND HOW MUCH GOOD I SEE IN THEM! I LOVE MY THREE LITTLE LEADERS AND THEIR FATHER AND I COULD NOT BETTER ANY MORE THANKFUL AND BLESSED! I HAVE A FAMILY, DESPITE THIS LUPUS, AND WE ARE GROWING AMAZINGLY, DESPITE THE CHALLENGES WE HAVE FACED BUT WE FACE IT TOGETHER ! SPEAK TOO OUR YOUTH! I KNOW HOW CHALLENGING THIS CONDITION IS AND EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN WAY, BUT KNOW THAT FAMILY IS FAMILY AND I TRULY APPRECIATE AND RESPECT MINES! GOD BLESS EVERYONE! HALLOWEEN IS APPROACHING AND I PLAN TO BE OUT AND ABOUT WITH MY CHILDREN!
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AuthorMy name is Wilda Riggs and I am so proud to have published a book about my Life and basically, my Journey, both good and bad with Lupus! I enjoy being a mother to my beautiful blessings and I love Writing,Singing, and Dancing as much as I am able too!! Stay Smiling People! Life is a Beautiful Thing!!!! Archives
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