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Since April 2015, I have been dealing with constant pain because of this new condition called, "Trying to have a Life with Fibromyalgia and Lupus! Lord knows that I am never one to stop but on November 12, 2015 I was ready to let go and give up on my Dreams, my Ambitions, and my Passions!! I could not be a Mother to my Family, A Sister to my Siblings, a Friend to a Friend, and a Love to my World! My days were just off and on and with Lupus you just never know! As much events as I was asked to attend or Perform (Sing or Speak), I declined on each one because I just could not get any better! I have been in Pain since the Age of three but I just figured that this was something that would not last long! I was wrong but now I can say that everything is falling into place and I thank God for this BURDEN because my BLESSINGS ARE SO MUCH BIGGER! It was so hard to hold on to anything Life had given me because I always worried about , rather I would be able to Walk this day, Speak this day, or will I have enough energy to get UP! Depression has always been a battle for me and I almost succumbed to its Sorry ASS!! Those that see the Fight in me, I thank you for staying by my side and listening to me when I felt alone in the Dark! I was crying in bed almost every night! I became so use too crying that I would isolate myself in my bedroom!! I Felt safe and not bothered! I could barely speak or Help anyone, let alone myself!! I am grateful to know that I had someone to hold me as I cried~I am thankful to have someone hear me when I would Scream and say Unholy things-I am thankful to know that I WAS NOT ALONE! I AM THANKFUL, THANKFUL, THANKFUL! Lupus and Fibromyagia will always be a Part of my Life but It will not allow you to Become my Life! You have brought me through a Battle but Like a Soldier, I have won the War and I plan to win the {Many} Wars to come!! Depression, You will always lose because I will always find a way to Write you away! We all are battling something in Life!! I need you to know that you are only as Alone as you want too be!! DO NOT BE AFRAID OF WHAT YOU CAN'T CONTROL NOR UNDERSTAND! FIGHT IT, BEAT IT, OVERCOME IT, AND BE A SOLDIER OF (YOUR) LIFE!! I WILL MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE! I APPRECIATE THE SUPPORT AND LOVE!! I ONLY HOPE TO IMPACT AND MAKE A CHANGE; GOD BLESS!!!
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AuthorMy name is Wilda Riggs and I am so proud to have published a book about my Life and basically, my Journey, both good and bad with Lupus! I enjoy being a mother to my beautiful blessings and I love Writing,Singing, and Dancing as much as I am able too!! Stay Smiling People! Life is a Beautiful Thing!!!! Archives
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