Since the age of Three, I can remember having constant pain in my feet, hands, and fingers, as well as becoming so tired within a matter of minutes. Being diagnosed with Lupus (Sle) at the age of Seven was devastating but I was grateful to have a mom to Smile and tell me that everything would be alright, despite the obstacles I may encounter with Lupus! I am thankful too have Family and Friends who are beside me when I am dealing with the difficulties of my illnesses and I am appreciative of all the Love, Patience, and Time into making sure that I am getting better! I have been feeling bad since April (2015) and Sometimes I feel like its time for me to give up and let everything go but I know that there is an absolute reason for my Pain, Burdens, and struggle even when It is difficult for me to walk, stand, or eat because of it! In addition to that, sometimes I will stay in my bedroom all day and not come out unless I have too! I know it sounds selfish or that I am extremely depressed, but the only person that can understand how I am feeling is the person that is in a similar situation as well! I am so Angry that I am not able to stay consistent on things that I enjoy doing , such as Writing but I am grateful that my Children are able to do things for themselves as well as help me with whatever help I may need! My children keep a Smile on my face and I enjoy each and every second I have with them! Through all this Pain and So many tears, I can honestly say that I would not be who I am without my Family and Friends Motivation and Unconditional Love! I know that Wilda will Succeed and Wilda will Succeed because Wilda is Loved, Appreciated, and One of the Best Damn People living in this Beautiful World! Fibromyalgia Sucks, Lupus Sucks, and Depression Sucks but what doesn't Suck is the Amazing Support I have, although I battle with these Chronic Conditions! My Faith, Family, and Friends Keep me Going and Wilda's Goal is to Go Up and only come down to breath!! We all need a bit of fresh air right?!! Thanks again for all the support to my fellow readers, followers, and those that continue to pray for me as I get through this battle! I know that I am never alone!! Love you all and keep on pushing my Beautiful Butterflies!!
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AuthorMy name is Wilda Riggs and I am so proud to have published a book about my Life and basically, my Journey, both good and bad with Lupus! I enjoy being a mother to my beautiful blessings and I love Writing,Singing, and Dancing as much as I am able too!! Stay Smiling People! Life is a Beautiful Thing!!!! Archives
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