I remember how angry and frustrated I would feel when I would look at the Media and see how someone is able to take drugs for recreational reasons instead of Health Issues! I could never understand how someone, so healthy, is able to abuse their body every day. As I became older and wiser, I now feel a sadness for that person because I know he or she may be experiencing a hole that cannot be filled and it seems as if taking drugs is their ability of escaping (mentally) or filling that void in their life. I hate the fact that I have to worry about taking my medicine, when I should be able to just get up, make sure my children are ready for school, fixing breakfast, paying bills, or just finishing things that I need to finish! I have to have an alarm set up to wake up, before my children, and make sure that I am able to move because I have to do my motherly duties! How I wish I could get out bed with no pain and make it to the bathroom to wash my face or brush my teeth with no problem, but I can’t because the pain will prevent my ability to move , so I must take my medicine ahead of time! Basically, I know my medicine is to help me survive, rather than enjoy a HIGH!! I pray that those who abuse their bodies have the Love, Support, Faith, and Strength they need survive this deadly habit! My heart is with you and now I am able to understand that even though I may think I have it worse, there is always someone that may have it worse! Have a Blessed day everyone and enjoy the weekend! Remember that I may Have Lupus, but Lupus does not have me;)
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Some people are Afraid of Change, no matter what situation they may be in! Lupus changed me at the age of 7 but I am happy with the person I am and the positive people that I surround myself with! I never allow negativity in my life because it's Stress not worth entertaining! Some people don't understand why I am so understanding or why I do not thing Teasing or bullying someone is funny! I have dealt with the pain of being bullied, hit, and pushed around for no reason but that I was the girl with the Ugly scare on her face! This world can be so cruel but you have to Smile and keep your head up no matter what! There are days that I am unable to walk or even hold my children because I am in so much pain but I always find a way to express my love my beautiful blessings no matter what! My smile is for them and this Crazy but Lovely World that we all live in! Thank you lord for my change in the past, present, and Future to come!! God is my Strength! I only love because I can not bare to have any piece of hatred in my heart!! Be Happy, Be Lovely, Be Healthy, but Most of all Be Blessed because you are! Butterfly Hugs and Kisses to all;) Remember, Change is a part of Life!! Strive with a Breeze!!
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AuthorMy name is Wilda Riggs and I am so proud to have published a book about my Life and basically, my Journey, both good and bad with Lupus! I enjoy being a mother to my beautiful blessings and I love Writing,Singing, and Dancing as much as I am able too!! Stay Smiling People! Life is a Beautiful Thing!!!! Archives
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