I remember how angry and frustrated I would feel when I would look at the Media and see how someone is able to take drugs for recreational reasons instead of Health Issues! I could never understand how someone, so healthy, is able to abuse their body every day. As I became older and wiser, I now feel a sadness for that person because I know he or she may be experiencing a hole that cannot be filled and it seems as if taking drugs is their ability of escaping (mentally) or filling that void in their life. I hate the fact that I have to worry about taking my medicine, when I should be able to just get up, make sure my children are ready for school, fixing breakfast, paying bills, or just finishing things that I need to finish! I have to have an alarm set up to wake up, before my children, and make sure that I am able to move because I have to do my motherly duties! How I wish I could get out bed with no pain and make it to the bathroom to wash my face or brush my teeth with no problem, but I can’t because the pain will prevent my ability to move , so I must take my medicine ahead of time! Basically, I know my medicine is to help me survive, rather than enjoy a HIGH!! I pray that those who abuse their bodies have the Love, Support, Faith, and Strength they need survive this deadly habit! My heart is with you and now I am able to understand that even though I may think I have it worse, there is always someone that may have it worse! Have a Blessed day everyone and enjoy the weekend! Remember that I may Have Lupus, but Lupus does not have me;)
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AuthorMy name is Wilda Riggs and I am so proud to have published a book about my Life and basically, my Journey, both good and bad with Lupus! I enjoy being a mother to my beautiful blessings and I love Writing,Singing, and Dancing as much as I am able too!! Stay Smiling People! Life is a Beautiful Thing!!!! Archives
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